Dilemma! (Life is fragile!)

Tonight I accessed to my girlfriend’s facebook. I entered her mum’s facebook by accident. The curiosity filled my heart. I wanted to have a look at it. What I found from there was a warm, a ”family warm” which I could feel from the conversation they had and the photos they took. This feeling never happened in my whole life. Her mum said life was very fragile,we couldn’t bring along fame,success and wealth with us to the grave… yup what she said was right… I can sense what she is undergoing now, although I am not undergoing now. Life is very fragile. Everyone, every parents or every mothers have different backgrounds and different world. Someone told me this world was reality. Some can travel around the world and have troubles but some are cleaner. No matter how hard they work, the income is only enough for their cost of livings. Do you think there is the same between human being? Yup It may be the same such as physical feature like nose, eyes, ears, ect. But the fate is different. My girlfriend has a good family. Her family is rich and well educated. And I was born in a poor family. I never board plane I never travel abroad I never have expensive stuff like well-known clothes, shoes, and so on. No matter how I do appreciate what my family has been giving me now and I will never forget how good they are to me. My fate is like that. I will never ever change it because this is my fate my destiny. If i’m being with my girlfriend, her parents will be not happy and annoyed. I can sense what her parents is thinking. I really understand. I love her very much but I really do not want to crack the relationship between her and her parents, especially her mum. Life is very fragile ! I hope the paradox will have a solution someday.

Devil & Angel (APPEARANCE)

AGREE WITH ANGEL? AGREE WITH DEVIL? AGREE WITH YOUR OWN OPINIONS?

Devil:

Appearance is very important which can control of your life or your destiny. With eccentric appearance definitely you will be branded as devil or pig by people or friends. Nobody will never consider and understand their feeling, I mean the ugly people. Everyday I sit and ask myself why is my appearance like that?

Everyday ask myself WHY WHY WHY! I know the apperance will never change although keep on asking myself WHY. This is the fact you and I must encounter and we can not scape from that, I know! I really know! I remember in 2005 I fell in love with a beautiful girl. She is a very kind, quite humorous and a little bit klutzy, I giggle because her personality attracted me. I recall that day was my friend's birthday. I decided to express my love to her amid I sent her home. When I wanted open my mouth, she quickly said she is into a guy to whom I know. At that moment my heart was pounding and I reluctantly replied "OH..REALLY I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU". Actually I was very down. I wanted to weep but I forced myself not to cry, just showing I was ok. 3 months later I tried to woo other girls who rejected me also to forget her but It did not work, I still loved her very much. Till 2006, I came across a tall and beautiful lady who is younger than me two years. I thought my true love came but it was fake, crying again. We just maintained 48 days...

Angel :
Appearance is not vital. What is important is your personality and your treatment to your lover, like caring them more than yourself, willing to sacrifice. Your appearance will disappear in Angel's heart. Angel loves your kindness, mercy, and loving. Caring people is a must. Thus, people will care for you also. Nothing is perfect as long as you think it widely and be optimistic. Have you ever read a story book "I want to live" by Lurlene McDaniel? The main female character got leukemia and it became cancer later. She was so alone she was just 15 years old. Nobody loved her, even considered her as a freak! She everyday sat and asked herself why she was so unlucky. Nobody could understand her pain because they never experienced being seen eccentrically. Therefore she decided to commit suicide by refusing from chemotherapy. In the end, she awoke, she knew life was very important she wanted to live! Yeah! absolutely correct! Nothing is more important than my life. I want to live! Recall, I got to know a tall, clever in study, and beautiful lady who is just younger than me one year. I am very happy I think I will never ever have such bless again. At first she minded my appearance but later she did not mind. Anyway I know it is not totally 100%. I do sense that! However, It is a bless what. The bless the Angel gives to me!

DEVIL'S & ANGEL'S VIEW (FRIENDS)

AGREE WITH ANGEL? AGREE WITH DEVIL? AGREE WITH YOUR OWN OPINIONS?

DEVIL :


Friends are nothing. You should take advantage of them.


They are just tools that you use to solve your


problems, such as borrowing money from them for


financial aids without repayment. Once they do not like


you, you will be left out or even they do not give you a



call. They are so bad to you because they only phone you when they need your help. The world


is changing...changing into devil's world. The devil's world is realistic or is realism.


Welcome to DEVIL'S WORLD!!!


From now on you are one of the DEVIL'S WORLD's members. Listen to the


devil's frankly speaking that people are changing now. They are selfish, they pretend to treat


you better externally but talk something bad to others behind you or even attempt to cheat

your money. So you should take revenge on those 'FUCKERs(F)'. hahahahaha... They will


deserve what they have done to you. They will get revenge...hahahahaha... Some F look down on


you, beat you up, scold you, or brand you as dog. Those people should be revenged by GOD but


GOD is GOD. GOD's action is not yours. You must have plan to take revenge on those F.


The revenge of the fallen!












ANGEL :

Friends are extremely important to you because

they are your angle. When you are facing problems,

they are willing to help you without asking

recompense from you. GOOD friends are not easy to

meet even BEST friends.


Once you got friends, your life will be colourful and fantastic, right?

Different friends have different backgrounds. Some are from eccentric background, tragical

background or luxurious backgrounds. All those backgrounds are given by GOD.

Then your destiny is really 'oh my god!'. hehehehehe... However, friends are not

given to you by GOD. You should be active in talking to your current friends or finding potential

friends. They will bring you joy, happiness and warm. This world is full of warm, happiness and

joy...hehehehehe...Welcome to ANGEL'S WORLD...

From now on you are one of the ANGEL'S WORLD's members. Friends are to give you 'helpful

hand'. You should treat them better. No matter how you should be friendly to your friends even

they did something wrong to you last time. Be friendly! Be gentle! I do believe that if you treat

your friends better, you will be treated better too. Help friends, Help yourself! Bear in mind!